21 versus 22.

age twenty-two was definitely a 180 from being twenty-one.

being pregnant the first time and losing baby definitely put a whole new perspective on everything.

and now everything is only for baby and my family.

i'll sneak a little me time in between :)

The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Sixth Level of Hell - The City of Dis!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:

Level	Score
Purgatory (Repenting Believers)	Very Low
Level 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers)	High
Level 2 (Lustful)	High
Level 3 (Gluttonous)	High
Level 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious)	Low
Level 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy)	Very Low
Level 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics)	Very High
Level 7 (Violent)	Moderate
Level 8- the Malebolge (Fraudulent, Malicious, Panderers)	Moderate
Level 9 - Cocytus (Treacherous)	Low

Take the Dante's Inferno Test

Sixth Level of Hell - The City of Dis

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You approach Satan's wretched city where you behold a wide plain surrounded by iron walls. Before you are fields full of distress and torment terrible. Burning tombs are littered about the landscape. Inside these flaming sepulchers suffer the heretics, failing to believe in God and the afterlife, who make themselves audible by doleful sighs. You will join the wicked that lie here, and will be offered no respite. The three infernal Furies stained with blood, with limbs of women and hair of serpents, dwell in this circle of Hell.

drop the world.

"I got ice in my veins, blood in my eyes
Hate in my heart, love in my mind
I seen nights full of pain, days of the same
You keep the sunshine, save me the rain
I search but never find, hurt but never cry
I work and forever try, but I’m cursed, so never mind
And it’s worse, but better times seem further and beyond
The top gets higher the more that I climb
The spot gets smaller, and I get bigger
Tryna get into where I fit in, no room for a n*gga
But soon for a n*gga it be on, mu’f*cka
‘Cause all the bullshit, it made me strong, mu’f*cka"
- Lil Wayne

miss.

i'm just misunderstood & unwilling to apologize for their assumptions.

today is.

cleaning out my closet day.

dear first love,

thank you for making it so easy for me to let loved ones go.

i had a lot of practice with you.

sincerely,

sherri ann

trust.

I'm having this overwhelming sense of revulsion.

Just from knowing the tainted innocence of a man I don't care to know. I guess I just can't accept how two people who have been in a relationship for years --- find themselves keeping secrets of dishonesty or unfaithfulness from each other. Especially those that decide to marry.

I guess I don't understand how it kills someone to lie to their loved one... but they keep doing it yet feel as if she/he doesn't deserve it. ---> in reference to usher's "fooling around."

I admit that I am married but we separated long before I could start lying to him. Why? Because I truly loved him enough to let him go... and not "play games" or "play pretend." He deserves more than that from me. From anyone. People deserve better than that.

I would feel differently if a man or woman slips and they tell their partners, the truth... and they work it out from there but it's just not fair for one person to know what they've done and let the other person believe they're the ones in fault when issues arise.

If people really did love each other, they would be down. No matter what. Down to move on from all the bullshit that may tempt human nature. But you got to be down with telling the real.

And just knowing what I've seen and heard from others....

I can't believe I'm letting it get the best of me right now.